aaaAAAAHHHH. (mhmm i need sleep)

RejectAre you no oneFeel you nothingYou know I'll bet you thinkYou have a good reason to be livingIn the limelight of the fortunate onesyou're too weakened by the poisonThat they feed you in the living lieThey don't believe youCarr to no oneTrust in nothingLittle impotent oneI don't want to be innocent, you knowI don't want to let them hypnotize mePunk ass, are you listeningCan you hear me or are you deaf and dumb to my languageDo the real words seem to hurt youWell put em' up motherfuckerYou'll feel itWhen I stamp it on your foreheadSo you will never forgetThat you're a rejectAnd you're a no oneAnd you're nothingLittle impotent oneFear awakenGo with it nowAnd let it overcome youFear awakenYour mind is racingI don't understand why you don't like meWhy don't you like me?Am I so diffrent from youNow does it scare you that I'm able to discernWhat to love and what to burnI'll add your fuel to the fire nowStand back, brother take your hand backLeave it and I might crackMore than a smile or two you seeDon't judge what you don't understandYou can't deny what has been given to me

SICK of it...ALL!

listening to disturbed for the first time...I like how angry they are. so am i. I'm sick of being able to be so angry so suddenly. ugh, im sick of it and need to find a way out of this easy trap of anger and sadness, as dramatic as it sounds. DISTURBED. aren't we all???

Nighty Nightttt my freaks of life, till tomorrow

shoot yo.

I'm missing MetallicA tonight....BIGGEST bummer in awhile.

Not to mention I'll be the big 1-8 in a few days. all I wanted was a few Morrissey tickets and looking today, sold the fuck out. Mhmm, thats just about my luck in the music ticket world now a days I guess. sweet. it's cool. it's whatever.

ugh. MettalicA...Morrissey...mehh whyyyyy

kissing our january goodbye

oh january, already with our goodbyes. lets hope all smiles and dry eyes for february ehh?

lets leave this ice cold month with some memories. I've been fortunate enough to get through january with the ones I adore. Enjoy these shots loves.

Nighty night xxx

indulging in some elliott

Hmm, my first entry. Where to begin?

No metallica tomorrow night, pretty much sucks. My classmate Kyle, who died almost a year ago, was a true fan. Its really tough to think about how much he woulda LOVED to go tomorrow night. I guess I like to think it woulda been cool to rock out in his memory or something, but then comes that amount of guilt, that I can and he never will.

Not only that but I'm now sitting here listening to a favorite, "Twilight" by my love Elliott Smith. I love the comforting sadness that arrives with this beauty of a song.

Nighty night darlings. Check out the lyrics, they're sickly sweeeet.


"Haven't laughed this hard in a long time, I better stop now before I start crying. Go off to sleep in the sunshine, I don't want to see the day when it's dying. She's a sight to see, She's good to me, I'm already somebody's baby, She's a pretty thing, And she knows everything, But I'm already somebody's baby.You don't deserve to be lonely..." check it out http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858508502/1/ASC/#comment