Listen up? sweetie.

Ivy was with Davey...he was madly in loveeeee with her. Then she left him for Ian. That is where so much of that wonderfully angry brilliant AFI music comes from. Their story is a tad more complicated than that but I find myself, with Valentines Day a mere two days away being fascinated in such depressing love stories.

Listen up sweetie.We all know that you're a beautiful girl in this horrible world :/

I'm now ready to go but mah own pack'a ciggs, re-dye my hair which is basically greyyyy, and find a young man to sweep me off my feet. Not so realistic, but eh, it'd be nice. Valentines Day will be alright, nothing too bad I don't think...
I thought I'd be having a whole LOT more trouble coming to terms with the approaching holiday but I seem fine which is a missed feeling for me. I've basically been SO depressed about some sort of twisted hopless love thing for so long that now that I feel okay with everything. I find it pointless and a waste of genuine depression and care to be upset about lack of returned love for one specific day, valentines day, when I've felt that way far longer previous to this day. mehehe. =/ shed a few healthy tears, but no reason for more. Then dyed hair, beautiful music, icecream and a cigg. sounds like a dandy day to me :D

I got a BEAUTIFUL guitar for my 18th! justt like jade's from FREEEEEAKIN afi. im lucky for such an amazing friend. i didnt deserve just a gift but eeeeeeee

For hair, im thinking blonder like Ivy Levan for now and then black at the end of the summer.

sleeptightttt my little freaks xP