How delightful. It's surprisingly been a decent valentine's day!!! why be extra upset about being single on just one day....it's a shame all the timeeee. But ehhh, its been pretty good. TODAY
Re-dyed mah hair this morningggg..im a bit more of a blonde which is nice. I had my medium hazelnut iced coffee light and sweeeeet, new colored hair and espanol candy hearts all morning. It was nice. I then spent the afternoon at my friends certainly taking my time to leave for work...hehhe. I then stole some pink spiders musica from him. They ar eprett sweet ive comje to find.
THENoff to pick up checks...I got a decent amount of moneyyy from work which was niceee. Money in my bag, I decided it was valentines day and that i deserved a present. Beautiful weather enveloped me as i strolled to visit another one of my best friends at work! I bought myself a valentines day present, gold brass knuckles ring AND was really happy.
THEN
I decided to skip work, being the badass i am haaa. I set off, determined to have a spontanious fun valentines day afternoon. I drove to a country club on the water. I found a bench far from any people in sight, just the sun, chilled air, water, sand, and grassy area the bench sat :) I read my "love sick" book, so very tranquil...i pondered love and what of it I feel I've experienced so soon in life. ahhhhh thinking how much i love ittt. This moment sitting looking out at the water was PERFECT. I left as it began to get cold and a couple sat near by so i felt less alone which i hadnt minded...
off i went...just driving....I've never done that before but I just left this longshore country club and just started driving in a direction I felt right. I listened to the pink spiders and drove past a beautiful field where the lighting was gold as the sun was setting slowly. The grass in the field glowed in a beautiful way only described as magical. I found myself driving along southport shore line...cute little private beach after private beach. One area was soo thickly populated with trees and then all of a sudden I drove out to find a vast beach with a couple out on a docking kissing in the distance. This didnt depress me though, I just sighed and smiled, appreciating the beauty in the simplicity of this lovely image. I passed beach after beach but the sun was nearing the end of the day.
I ran in, grabbed a pack of ciggs...yeah, im stupid hahah. I drove to the beach in my town, sat on a bench...not a person in sight. I lit, sighed, and admired the setting sun. You'd think I would have been sad, alone, or lonley...but I wasn't....it was great!!! I was observing this beautiful sunset, the weather not too cold...smoking my first full cigg...and I felt soooo at peace and fine with everything. Sure I thought a lot about how nice it would be to have someone to share these beautiful places with...but eventually I'll find someone to....I'm sure of it. I drove home to one of my favorites, AFI :)
I got a little less thrilled being home.....now thinking more and more abbut the lonley factor. I grabbed my cherry garcia...put in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..and cried for a little few brief moments at the end of the movie. WHAT A GREAT MOVIE!!! i loveee it. I was a bit sad at the end, until my friend called with a valentines day gift for me, sol dout MORRISSEY tickets. yes, life is delightful. YESSSSSSSS. Valentine's day was completely saved. I cant wait!
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